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Breathe it down, watch it burn.
Feel it pull you, feel it turn
the weight of your world upside down.
Taking away all the misery
and substituting it for a very vague memory
about to take place,
As you feel it in you, making your heart race.

Faster & faster, take it all in.
Just breathe it down and prolong the suffering

People tell me youth over love. But honestly, what is your youth without love? Love is what makes memories so memorable and feelings so sentimental and intimate. I say, love while you’re young and carefree, because once you’re older, that love will never be the same. Yes, you will have spent many more years together, but this fresh, young, exciting love you feel now isn’t something that just comes to everyone. So when you find it, hold onto that for as long a you possibly can. Because i know that its one of the most exciting and unforgettable times of my life. And you don’t know if you’ll come across it again. So enjoy and love.

My mind runs faster than the words I can use to even think it into existence

long drives while traveling makes me think so thoroughly about so many things.

“summer was the swiftness with which he would reach and kiss me when no one was looking, the longings we sometimes felt each other feel. With him, life was routine; without him, life was unbearable. I stayed miserable…”
-TKAM

I just found this quote saved in my notebook. When i first read this, my heart felt what she felt. I knew it. I knew plainly what misery was. The absolute obscurity of loneliness that no one could even begin to fathom. This, was my life exactly 2 summers ago.